Yes, that’s correct! Today, I am starting my new job!
I’m also having very mixed feelings about it. ALL THE MIXED FEELINGS. However, I think this is putting me and my crazy-pants life on a good track. I originally wrote “on the right track” but that gave me anxiety, so I changed it.
The other thing about this new, full-time job is that I didn’t actually completely quit either of my other 2 jobs. Because
I’m an idiot I’m a workaholic and I love to torture myself.
See also: Because I’m an idiot.
I thought this post was necessary, because…
#1 – I’m hoping it explains A LITTLE why I’ve been so flakey on the blog recently. Of course, there were also 37 other reasons and excuses, but this has been one of them.
#2 – There have been a lot of things I’ve really wanted to blog about, but I haven’t because I was really struggling to organize my own thoughts and feelings because of everything. Now, I definitely think I have a firmer grasp on what I actually want to say.
To Future Kay,
I hope that many months, maybe years from now when you come back to read this post that you can read between the lines and under the words on the screen and you remember how you actually felt typing this post. I hope you remember that “all the feelings” actually meant ALL THE FEELINGS.
Love you, Lovelies!